Insomnia

Hi friends! At long last the week is over and I can have all the time curing my insomnia. By just looking at my face, you can obviously notice my sleepless nights. This insomnia actually made the glow of my face become dim.. Before, I used to easily get quality and regular sleeps until I got seperated from my last ex-girlfriend, soon afterwards, I started sleeping late...

Regrets and what ifs bother me a lot, though I have been trying to get these off from my mind, I still end up miserably puzzled EVERY NIGHT and EVERYTIME I WAKE UP.

Usually, my remedy is to meditate seriously and think about nothing.. but honestly it doesn't help, I just end up stressed out and pressured because of concentrating and trying so hard not to think.. worse is, It usually takes 3 hours before I realize it..

A while ago I opened my facebook and found my inbox loaded with a new message, I then clicked the link. I felt really excited upon seeing the name of the sender; Pau Paguia. I immediately opened her message:

"HOY! May FB ka na pala. Di ka manlang mag-invite. Di na tayo friends?"


as soon as I read it, it almost extracted the tears left inside my eyes.. I felt the big presence of melancholy over the night. IT ACTUALLY STUNNED ME with pain. and there, turned my emo side on.

I don't know how I should understand its hidden message. I'm still trying to figure out how she was while making this, did she miss me or what.. but the truth is, my heart would only accept nothing but the thought that she misses me.

I don't even know what to reply. or for the mean time, I'll just ask God what to do..
Only one thing's certain here, surely, that message will help my insomnia in killing me.
anyway, I'm just keeping my moves on track..to minimize regrets. :p
GOD BLESS me. goodnight.