waste.

Right after I woke up this afternoon, something was really struggling in me, thoughts that I hate thinking of. God's way of bothering me, I must say, He's way of telling me to stop this procrastination.

• Actually, I'm still on track of my plans but I know how I'm taking too long. That's the thing that actually bothers me.. that while keeping my feet on this, what I believe the right track, she's getting farther and farther.
• The thought of facing her frightens me : no..not all thoughts of her, maybe I'm just afraid of the thought of being totally rejected..
• My faith chiefly is my reason of holding on.. but I can't still get out of this worried state. Uncertain things..
• HEY! hey. : tomorrow's 18.. I just wish she could see my state. or maybe she enjoys her life now.

In time, I'll get back to her. :

RANDOM.

PRAY.